Priorities in life.... Something I recently started to think about. People can strive to make many changes in their lives, and it seems that its time that I realised and planned for mine as well. No more of just endless following and going with the flow to see what happens, but rather to think of your final destination and then work towards it. Do I have the potential to achieve my goals? I have never really thought about that. Self-motivation and determination is what I need now.

The future is up to me and only me to control. Will I stay as I am, become worse, or change for the better? The result is up to me to decide.

At many times, I have felt that I have become too carefree. Being carefree is good that you can have less worries, but you also do not understand the seriousness and urgency of a situation. I am reminded of a sentence my teacher once told me, "God does not help those who do not help themselves". You have to work hard for whatever you strive for.I have to be more serious in what I do. I have to show to others that I truly have the potential to reach my goals. And I shall gain the respect that I have always wanted. In the past, I have felt this way, but changed back to my old self. This time, it shall be do or die.

JC so far has taught me a lot of new lessons, little bits and pieces which tell me more about my own character, capabilities and weaknesses. Council has also played a big part in it. Exploring things I never tried before, met and understood many different people's characters as well as their working styles, and also having worries that I have never experienced before. Stress has also become a greater factor now, and then again I hope that it acts as a motivation and challenge for me to push my limits. How can one grow if he or she forever doesnt experience any hardship before at all?

Tomorrow will be a new start, and things will show for themself. Whether I am a weakling or a winner in my own right.