Finally the part of the holiday where its purely self-revision. I'm finally starting to get into action and at least I feel that I try to spend all my time at school to good use. Less chit chatting, more mugging or doing of work. But of course, I'm still slow at absorbing stuff as always. Will need to test myself with some revision papers I guess.

As for the weekend, well... Saturday was really interesting for me cause in the morning I went for another one of my own cycling trips for some exercise. 4 hours straight from 11.00am onwards... Ok I just felt like cycling haha. Anyways I cycled from home to Ang Mo Kio, and well, getting lost while looking for your friend's house can be a really funny experience. I aint that streetwise after all. But at least I'm not that lost that I dunno how to cycle back home. I suppose I wont mention all the details of my "adventure of Ang Mo Kio" haha. Cause I think it'll be a really long post. And I shouldnt be using too much of my time blogging. At least I'll say its an experience to remember. Well, I did got stopped interrogated by some policemen along the way....lol But I think it was just a routine check cause they were quite friendly and just asked basic questions. Next goal, Yishun! When I really have the time next time haha...

Well, I finally organised my thoughts yesterday and from now on, I believe I wont let myself be so weak and susceptible to my so called inner demons and that vicious cycle of stress. After some serious thought, I finally realised that there was something deep in my heart that I treasured the most. Something that I understood was so important to me that even after many years down the road, it would never change. And so I just made one promise to myself. That one promise shall always lead me to the path I want to take in life. Well, I wont say what promise I made to myself, cause there's just those things that you feel you need to keep to yourself to show how significant they are. A promise that I made to myself and shall never ever break. I was once told before that making promises which I cannot keep, restrict myself and can also potentially backfire at me.

There are just some promises that I need to make in life. It is these challenges I give myself that allow me to gain my own confidence of myself. I dont believe I am that useless. I shall endure everything that is thrown at me and do my best no matter what happens. I do not want to have regrets again.

"Have I upheld that promise which I made to myself?" I shall ask myself that question everyday.