Alamak!!!! I hate myself for what happened today.... Lost my temper yet again at small matters....haiz. So sorry everyone. Man, its just that I always cannot stand it when I'm like tired and then people suddenly get really noisy. Depends on the situation bah. I dont always flare up whenever there's noise. It just has to be the unlucky combination of factors... as always.Its a bad habit of mine haiz. Yes, bad habits die hard. GRR!!! And thanks everyone for respecting me...apparently nobody made a big fuss towards my reaction. Maybe its just cause it isnt the first time I did that. :p People came to see if I was ok, people came to cheer me up, people just kept quiet and didnt make it an even more embarassing situation for me.And some people even came to apologise to me even though it wasnt even their fault at all haha. Thanks a lot everyone. The more this kind of thing happens to me, the more I realise that I shouldnt be doing it. Yet it never seems to stop...Haiz. Anger management... Where did all those de-stress techniques I learnt before go to? Hm.... well maybe its true that a hungry man is an angry man.

Well anyways, yesterday, I did some packing of logistics after school and stayed back a while to see the O2 skit rehearsal. Well then I left home cause I figured I wasnt really needed after all, so after eating dinner at home I went out to get my hair cut. No more worries abt not combing hair and stuff like that. And straight fringes just look weird...Bleah. Well, I'm quite happy with my new hairstyle. 1st time I tried out a "spiky" hair style. And yes I mean 1st time.... lol I havent changed my hair style at all in ages. Tried growing long and ended up didnt like it after all. Maybe my hair just grew long in an ugly way bah. :P Ok seems weird talking so much abt my hair. Well next topic.

People are so funny. When a situation crops up, we rack our brains hard in order to think of "what if" situations and try to think of a solution, and then people get stressed out. And then what happens? It ends up that the situation wasnt at bad as expected, and in fact we didnt need to worry at all after all. -_- Killing brain cells for no reason man.... Oh well maybe people just think too much some times cause for some cases the only thing you can do is " when the actual thing comes then see how". Next time must make backup plans in advance... Then wont need to worry abt last minute cock-ups...yeah. "Assumption is the mother of all screw-ups." as what I've heard from a movie once.

This morning, cause I was worrying abt the issue of not having enough paint for flag making later on, I woke up earlier so that I could find out from my Mom where I could buy paint early in the morning. She tried explaining to me using the street directory, then I figured since it was still early, we could make a trip to the actual shop so that I could see where it was. So we left home at around 6.00am and after showing me where the paint store was, I was dropped off at the school's main gate at 6.16am. Personally, I was hoping and expecting for the main gate to be opened at around 6.30am. And so at 6.16am, there I was sitting by the side of the pavement, listening to music and trying to mug some Alkanes and Alkenes with only the yellow light coming from the street light as a light source. That must have been some lonely looking scene. The only next better light source was the white lights which were used to shine on the words ( Nanyang Junior College) at the main gate, but I figured it would look like some weird desperate mugger if I were to stand there haha. So I passed the idea.

After mugging a while, I figured there was no point for me to strain my eyes under such bad conditions. So I stopped after going through 1 set of notes. And I think bad conditions really force you to memorise better cause you will want it to be worth the effort... Well anyways, it appears that I had made a wrong bet that it was more likely for the main gate to be opened earlier than the side gate. So irritating.... the gate ended up opening at 7.05am. And at a point of time while I was waiting, I was like " Oh its finally bright, and I'm still outside the darn gate. -_- Some of my friends asked me why I didnt walk over to the side gate earlier on, but my reason is " Would you walk to the other gate after you have already been waiting for the past 30mins?" It defeats the whole purpose of waiting if you in the end decide to change your decision. Oh well of course this mentality doesnt work all the time. Imagine if the gate never ever opened, then I would really be regarded as some really dumb idiot. Right...

Well then the moment I could enter school it was rush off to the council room to prepare logistics for the flag painting later on. Canvas, paint, brushes, thinner, rags, cups, MPR , the sound system, all the necessary stuff. Well there were a few weird cock-ups here and there. Like when I accidentally caused the green paint can to tip over inside the box I was carrying it with...result? Green paint in a box. And to conserve as much paint as possible I had to scoop out the paint.. Like what's up with that? Ok seemed dumb but it happened to me anyways. Luckily nobody saw me clearing up and stuff haha.. So paiseh.

The flag making today went quite smootly and the OGLs managed to complete all their flags today, including tying them to the poles. No more need for logistics comm to come down during the hols to help complete flags haha. Horray. The only bad thing at the end was that there were so many patches of paint on the MPR floor.... Apparently we were tio con and the floor wasnt as clean as we thought it would be when everyone said that it was checked already... Me, Choy, Jinfa, Siti, Wei Jun and Ms Yap ended up being like maids cleaning the paint patches on the MPR. We even ended up cleaning paint patches which were like weeks or months old. Well the MPR is clean now. It had better stay like that, after all that hard effort put into using brute force, cloth and thinner to remove the stains. We have to do extra work cause we werent slacked in the checking part. Buay tahan. Well its our responsibility anyways. Since we decided to use the venue. But...wiping the floor aint that fun yah? :P

After Ms Yap was satisfied with the cleaniness of the MPR floor, we then took a break after all that work. Then while we were slacking me and Jinfa went to the hall to check out the O2 vetting. The skit was accepted, even though I still feel that it would be better if we could add more action packed scenes into it. Well, due to time constraints we have no choice. I had my share of fun already in O1, so now I just wish the O2 skitters the best too haha. This time round my role has changed. O2 Logistics head! Not a easy position to be if you ask me... Maybe its cause of the way I work haha. Still have a lot of learning to do. We shall see on the actual day if I have understood the messages which the teachers and my friends have been trying to convey to me.

After clearing of logistics, it was time for protocol briefing. Well protocol briefing wasnt too complicated, and yeah everyone gave feedback and stuff when they saw problems or errors or had queries.

Then after protocol briefing was done, O2 ad hoc met up with Mr Tan and Ms Yap to discuss about protocol issues like pizza night and movie night, and to confirm if each committee had any problems to raise.

Then when things were mostly settled, we all left home, and it rained really heavily. And I'm at home now recharging my body... Tmr got driving practical lesson, so must sleep early.

Oh man... another day gone. Another day closer to blog test. I need to keep reminding myself to perservere. Jia You everyone!! Make good use of the week ahead to pia studies. Same goes for me.