Yo everyone, so how was block test today? I hope everyone's coping fine. Well I need all luck I need for my make-up block tests next week. Today it was proven that even if I try, I think I wont really be able to have much of a chance to be mugging stuff while I am involved in organising Orientation 2 with the council. All the more I need to convince myself to mug at home.

Well, today's outcome for the first day of orientation turned out quite well. Yeah, some logistics problems did crop up, but they were all able to be settled without any disruption of the programme. The most irritating thing today for me was really about AVA issues such as walkie talkies and mikes running LOW on batteries...Then I have to like go source for new batteries from Mr Chionh. Other than that games logistics were simple enough to handle cause it was basically logist for only 3 games? Haha. Tomorrow will be 7 games at once... but yeah I believe that I will be able to handle things. Its just loaning out and retrieving logist, and the councilors are responsible people who I can trust haha. I just hate the re-packing. But anyways its boxes anyways so its easier to repack back stuff. Glad I scrapped the idea of using lots of trash bags... Makes everyone's life easier.

And amazingly, I managed to last through the whole day, with only around 4 hours sleep last n ight. Dunno what's going on. I guess I definitely need to sleep early tonight. Well 3 more days to go. After the first 2 days, the other two days should be simple enough to organise. Lets see how things go. Tomorrow got work to do again... Sianz need to mug!

Sometimes, I wonder if I am giving myself too much stress. Things which are beyond my control often make we wonder why things went wrong in the first place. Then there will be two outcomes, either I blame people, or I blame myself. And its mostly the latter. Am I too serious in my attitude? I think I still dont really understand myself well. I guess I really should seek other people's opinions. At a point of time, I always thought this kind of things should be discovered by your ownself, but apparently its come to the stage whereby I know that I just cant figure out what's really wrong by myself.

Lets see how things go then. Just so confused...