Ok.... The difficult stage of having all that mental distress is finally over. At least for now I guess. After all that thinking, now comes putting everything into action. Sometimes, you keep trying to find the correct answer to your problems, but in the end you also realise that everyone is just always going in circles haha. Independant learning is important after all. People just need time to "force" themselves to forget their troubles, weigh which is more important, and then focus on the more important stuff. I dunno how many times I have mentioned this word "Priorities", but yes its easy to say things. So much harder to put them into action.

Once again, make yourself move forward Zhiming. The future isnt that bad after all... The present is where to put in all that hard work. The past is to reflect upon after everything has ended.

I learnt a new philosophy for myself today, "Do not compare yourself with others, but with yourself." In other words, rather than always competing with others, compete with yourself and see how much you have improved. Being self-aware and setting realistic goals, hopefully will help me out in my journey forward.

Work hard too everyone, and I will still need the support of everyone of you all as well. Thank you all for being so understanding.