What a difficult week it has been for me. Struggling between my own deepest values in life. Priorities. Friends. Goals. The Past Vs The Present. But its all over. I must not let the past hinder my progress. I must move forward, and not disappoint those who have understood and supported me. Decisions have been made, and I will have to live with them. The past haunts me. The present fights me. The future remains unknown. Regardles of all that, I must move forward.

Understanding my weaknesses has brought me to a different level, but the journey never ends. The learning never stops. The fighting should never stop as well.

I must prove that the future lies in my own hands. It is my life. No one elses.