Finally, a week complete from all that mugging about SPA haha. Well at least I can confidently say that I did put in the effort for studying SPA this time round. And I shouldnt do too bad I guess.

Finally, council is over. Time to uphold my responsibilities as a student. A task that's even more difficult than being a councillor if you ask me. I can still feel the past haunting me. But that's not the main point. I've been there, done that. So time to get back into action again. Time is getting lesser and lesser. And so I will have to work harder and harder. Though I still feel lonely at times. Feeling lonely even though I convinced myself to be independent and not a burden to others.

More driving again this weekend. Time to finish what I have started. Gotta make the time I spent work it.

I still wonder what I've been doing with my time that still makes me no unproductive at studies. Of course. Its the distractions at home. Time to set some stricter rules for myself again. The vicious cycle only repeats itself when I want it to.

I wonder why, but I seem to manage to control my temper a bit better nowadays. I mean I know I'm irritated by stuff but I managed to dont flare up. Lets see how things go bah. I'm quite glad I'm upholding my promises, to some extent.

Good luck all.... for mid years. It's closer than you think it is.... Better start mugging now.

As for me... I shall set goals for myself for mid year. And I must achieve them. That's all I need to focus my mind on.