Another week has passed... Now its week 8th of the term! Only 46 days left till Mid Year Exam! The clock continues ticking, yet somehow though I have made some progress, it never seems to feel enough. So many things to do, so little time, and I aint a machine after all. You cant expect a person to rot at home a whole week studying stuff, and have no side effects. I guess all that tiredness is converted back into an increase in temper tendencies... So point taken. Rotting at home to study isnt that a good thing after all.

Guess I need to remember to take the chance to relax too. But, relaxing too much brings me back to my original state in the first place whereby relaxing too much makes me forget about the goals ahead of me. Stuck between a rock and a hard place now I guess. Its always so hard to find the balance of things. Well anways regardless of all that, thinking about it will only result in going in circles again. Which was what happened the previous time I was frustrated about stuff. So, same rule applies. Forget about other things and just focus on moving forward. Priorities.

And at the same time, I'll have to take note that the demon in me doesnt get unleashed again.

-_-" It always wins in one way or another. Argh. It aint easy knowing how hard it is to overcome a weakness that you have known since the beginning.

The fight continues! Study study study! Busy busy busy! Work hard people. Double motivation yah?